Sup,
I have a headache as I type this. However, I am consoled by the fact that it is going to be a cool night. It means that I will have a relaxing night’s rest.
I am happy right now! Well, because of the sweet sleep to come, but also because I told people the truth today. The two truths I told had been weighing on my mind, one for over one month, and the other for a few days. I did not share the first because I was too embarrassed and thought I would be scolded. For both, I was just waiting for the “right time”. Of course, the famous “right time” can be a myth in some cases… like the two I am currently speaking of.
The relief I feel after lifting this burden off my shoulder makes me wonder why I carried them for so long. Why do we hedge? Why do we hesitate? What does this “right time” have on us that makes it successful in its endeavour to shackle us?
Think myopically with me.
If the right time is the time we decide to make our move, what makes it different from other times? The keyword here is decide. Some might say preparedness or feasibility makes all the difference. Suuurrree. Can you, then, tell me what the right time to sleep and wake up are? You probably don’t see my point because this point isn’t even pointing for me either.
Nevertheless, what I am saying is that the quest for the “right time” isn’t valid in all situations. Sometimes, you need to make a decision at the very moment it occurs to you. Start that exercise routine. Start applying for jobs even if you think you are not qualified enough. Tell someone exactly how you feel (except your ex, you creep). Most importantly, unlike me, relieve yourself of the truth immediately! IMO, there isn’t a right time for the truth to be told.
These are 500 words (or less ?)! Talk to you tomorrow!